Faith And Family

Oh happy day, guess who suddenly wants dinner with the family!? My aunt! Anyway, without getting into too much personal detail, one of my aunts wants to have dinner, and it just so happens to be after my whole conversion ritual, which means I usually where my pentagram when I go out. By itself it doesn't cause a dilemma, but since I'm the only pagan in my family and it just so happens that not everyone knows about it, damned near no one in fact, the question becomes where it or not? Well actually that's not a real question because I'm either going to wear it or I'm not going, point blank. I refuse to hide my faith as if I'm ashamed of it or as if its something bad. It'll be weird since I haven't done it at all before, but how can I truly call myself a Pagan if I can't even stand up to my family? Notice that I'm saying it in the plural form, because once she finds out it will eventually trickle down to everyone else, which doesn't matter since they dont talk to me in the first place. It'll be funny in its own twisted way, proving if blood is thicker than water in many respects. If they are truly worthy of being called family in my eyes then they will accept me, I understand with some hesitation, but if they go all out against me and trying to pressure me - which is an impossibility- then it means that in the end perhaps they don't truly wholeheartedly love me.

Yes, I know, DeShadara is being too strict, but I know them- somewhat- okay, enough to get the feeling it'll turn out almost as bad as it did when my mother first found out. Hopefully it'll all be good, but if they transform into those "friends" I had to deal with before then I'll be a-okay. I mean, we're only connected by blood, other than that we have no real connection as of the past few years. But it will be a bit nerve wracking to say the least, but something I think I must do because it should be done. I know plenty of Pagans who struggle with this decision on a daily basis, people who have stronger family binds than I will ever experience and have real concerns of becoming virtual outcasts in their own homes. Having family who either outrightly insult and degrade them or try their absolute best to pressure them to convert.

In a perfect world family would actually act like family and not like those we have to deal with in everyday life. They would love us, care about us and support us. But alas we don't, and that is something I've grown used to, so to the dinner I go pentagram hugging my neck!

The Lord Of Nature

Within my faith there are six primary deity forms that I worship, the first that I'd like to cover is that of the Lord. Unlike the traditional thought that comes with someone speaking of the Lord, it is by no means a Christian thing, but -as the title of this blog gives away- of the Lord of nature. The name serves as a title more than a name given to a specific deity because all godforms of all faiths that deal with nature and the animals are attributed to him. He is moreso the archetypal spirit that manifests to represent the many by his one form and by his one form many are represented. I say 'he' because my personal distinctions divide god forms from goddess forms, and since nature is moreso a physical thing than a spiritual then it falls under the jurisdiction of the God.

I was able to come up with these god/dess forms after much thought of the Triple Goddess aspects of Maiden, Mother, and Crone, asking why there were no Triple God aspects to balance the energies of the feminine. Once I realized this inconsistency I was able to develop a divine aspect that gave as much favor to male physical energies as much as the Goddess was. For me this was quite a mind opener, allowing me to see aspects of both the spiritual and physical and the holy natures within both. Though I could do the same with having just the Triple Goddess, I believe that by having the divine spiritual and divine physical that I'm able to fully appreciate all sides of creation no matter what they may be.

Going back to the Lord, of the Triple God aspect he is the form representing the youthful energy that bounds with the spirit of fertility and playfulness. His time is carefree and is directed primarily by will and not by any conscious effort to attain anything beyond his own sensual pleasures, making him perfect in the wild where instinct and survival are the driving g factors of animals the world around. I don't normally attribute a physical form to deities, but if I decided to do such a thing then he would be a horned deity that is crowned with a wreath of leaves and flowers to represent the wild plants and animals. His holidays are Ostara and Beltane, the time where plants begin their growth and the refreshing energy of life is present throughout the northern hemisphere. Activities used to celebrate him are exercise, sex, play, gardening, and any practice that involves the animals.

The key concept of the Lord is that of growth and experiences found through living. Nothing can be obtained through stagnation and complacency, in order for one to be on the path of being a man or woman they must drudge through the complexities inherent with being granted the gift of life. As a small tree in the forest fighting to survive we too must battle forces that seek their own gain, grabbing for the sun so that we may prosper and get what we desire in life.

Offerings To The Divine

A significant aspect of the Pagan experience involves the use of rituals and offerings in celebration and communion with Divinity. Though there are many reasons for one doing rituals, it is one of many reasons we decide to do it, and its quite an uplifting practice for all which partake. I recall my first ritual being one to celebrate the first anniversary of my conversion. It was a dedication ritual that I did on my patio after my mother left for work I believe. Now that I think back on it I laugh at how run down it was compared to what I do now, but in another five years I suppose I'll be thinking the same exact thing. My life dedication ritual was done this past October, and was the permanent conversion celebration that will stay for as long as love lasts as I said before the Divine. My offering was my dedication to them, leaving behind my old ways and fully realizing my potential to the Divine. Right now I'm still in the process of merging my spiritual self with my everyday self so that I can have such a realization and I'm making leaps and bounds so long as I stay true to my convictions.

On everyday occasions when I have a ritual to perform that doesn't have the same gravity I normally give an offering of one kind or another. Be it milk, some fruit- which is my more popular offerings, or peanuts, I always try to give something back to the Divine to show respect and my love for them. Its not a mandatory thing, but something I choose to do every now and again just to say thanks. Some have the misconception of thinking that we give offerings to please the gods lest we be cursed by them or anger them, but this isn't the case. There are some sects out there that hold this view, but in my practices and certainly when it comes to my Wiccan kin I know this isn't the case.

So what should a practitioner give as an offering? Well that depends on you to be honest. Many may say you should give this or that for whatever reason, but I favor the use of giving what you feel is right to give. Remember, its not like you'll anger any Deities by not giving them something, you don't have to give anything at all if you so choose. What truly matters is the heart and actually caring and living them for whatever reason you hold. Occasions come in my practice where I leave my offering bowl in storage and just do the ritual itself. Do I feel guilty? Nope. Do I think the Goddess would be sad? Heck no! Because she and all Divine forms know that as I enter my space and worship them that I give the most potent and powerful offering- love. It is through my love that I hold their faith and from my love that others who know me see them.

This wasn't so a few years back, when I felt complelled to give something every ritual, feeling as if they certainly would be angry with me, but slowly that outlook changed to a more light hearted feeling of laxness. However, depending in the ritual itself I may change what I give to fit the occasion. For example, I did a blessing of a creek that's near two of my ritual areas and gave an offering to the creek in the form of a stone. Its purpose was to continually bless the water and everywhere it went, for every day that the water washes the stone it flow and be blessed for an entire moon. So I believe that the creek is blessed for at least five years or so, which is great. For this past Mabon I gave offering of peanuts so that the wildlife may be fed for the coming cold, you need to be flexible with these things, lol.

When giving something up its of course important that you not break the bank. A lot of us Pagans are young and the struggle is real so minimum wage is a cruel reality for most. Don't try so hard to praise Divinity that you blow up money for food or something like that; lavish religious spending is okay, but too much of any good thing turns bad.

All in all, remember that offerings are not a mandatory thing and that you don't have to give one in order please the Gods. If you do decide to give then give from the heart and not because a site on blank.com said to, offerings you think have more potency anyway. And lastly, it not a competition, Deity is a loving force that understands our woes and our smiles, be genuine, and then you will know the Gods smoke upon your face. Okay? :)

Paganism And Polygamy

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Polygamy itself is usually enough to give people pause, let alone putting it within the religious confines of Paganism, which for some reason is enough as it is for a lot of people. But when I think about the free love and emphasis of freedom I see many Pagans advocate, I wonder how well it would fare if put in the scope of polygamy. The practice itself is nothing new, something that is practiced the world over, though frowned upon by cultures such as American culture. The reasoning as far as I can see is because we root for monogamy, having only one partner in the mix and no one else. For many it works fine, but others see things a bit differently and are seen as promiscuous or sluts because of it. Its definately not for everyone, it takes a certain level of maturity to date more than one person; with many quickly getting jealous and accusations of favoritism, it leads to more trouble than its worth.

I put this in the realm of Pagandom and specifically nature oriented faiths because of its focus on doing things naturally and because of its views which are sometimes in conflict with "modern" society. Could polygamy become an accepted practice within the faith? Allowing people who would normally be in hiding about their sexuality to feel unrestrained in expressing their love for multiple people at once? Its a question I ask on a daily basis when considering such a thing. We already accept those who happen to be LGBT without much of an issue, hopefully this graciousness can be expanded to everyone.

I myself tried polygamy for a little while and it was weird at first, it soon became something that I actually liked. Both girls knew of course or it would be cheating and neither had an issue with it because they knew I would love them both in equal portions. The reason I wanted to try it was because I wanted to try something new and it was surely alien to me. But now that I think about it I probably will try it again sooner or later if I can find the right group of people. It takes some real open minded people to delineate from the monogomous realm and try it without thinking it gives them license to date as many people as they choose without restraint. Some groups do this, but I prefer a more restrained allowance of the amount of people I date and let others I date date. You don't just jump into it thinking you're going to get fabulous threesomes, foursomes, fivesomes, and six way pleasure schemes. If that's what you're in it for then of course more power to you but be safe and make sure all your partners know.

As an eco-Pagan with strong religious conviction I feel that multiple love is something fine in my spirituality. Consider the obvious fact that few animals stay purely monogomous for the duration of their life, having many partners by the draw of their last breath. Though we as humans like to think of ourselves as different, we're simply animals that have a special ability of exceptional thought. Of course its hard to see that special ability when you consider the idiocy of politicians, companies, and citizens who think they know what's best for everyone when they don't.

It can be both a blessing as well as a curse like any relationship, for me it gave me a sense of freedom from my culture, which has so many idiotic rules in my opinion about dating, love and what to do with it. It felt good to be with people who were free thinkers and saw things radically different from the rest of society. Though now the reasons for wanting to return to the polygamous lifestyle is different from how it was years ago, experiencing freedom is what still lasts.

In any case, I'd like to thank you for reading this post and hope that it stimulated your mind to think about different forms of relationships that are different from your own. If you happen to be Pagan or any sebsect of it, I hope it opens your mind to it and has you look into the practice further so you learn more about those who follow different lifestyles. Its a big world we live in, might as well get to know the family!!

"The Devil" Doesn't Want You

I know that those interested in converting to another faith can have a excessively bad time coping with the sense of fear that comes when told of the "realities" of hell-- oh wait-- HELL! (DUN DUN DUUUUUUN!!!!) As a former Christian I had a terrible time with converting, feeling nervous and swallowing hard every time someone so much as spoke about the devil or hell and feeling outrightly scared of someone so much as talking about what my beliefs are. That time is long behind me, but for some it may have just begun or about to as the days and weeks progress. So how does one deal with such distracting thoughts? I mean, it can be hard to uproot and destroy a belief you have been told was valid since youthhood, always being told of the horrors of hell in church, school, and by parents.

The first step would be to consult with yourself of the beliefs you were taught for so long. What proof is there of the existence of hell? Think about it, you're being taught that there is a place somewhere in an alternate reality where people are burned for believing something that goes against biblical teachings. In some traditions, if you masturbate, have sex before marriage, date someone who isn't Christian or don't baptize your baby or baptized yourself you're going to hell. I call bs on this for the simple fact that the primary reason for these rules are for control. At the end of the day that's all it is, a group of people deciding that they want things to be a certain way for whatever personal reasons they have and trying to get others to follow it. Why would you need to have a place of punishment then turn around and speak that the Christian god is somehow loving and all caring? That's like saying an abusive husband who beats his wife on a daily basis somehow loves her; you show love through action and not saying one thing but acting in another. Even the very basis of hell is shady, "the devil", who wants to corrupt your soul and make you stray from Christianity is going to then punish you for doing what he is said to want? So you do something someone wants you to do and they in turn punish you instead of rewarding you...really?

Now for those who hold true to that belief then good for them, but for those who want to think objectively about why they shouldn't fear converting if they so choose, realize the illusion being set up here. This entire issue, these characters such as the devil are things set up to retain control so people fear leaving the faith, or doing things they wish to do. In my outlook it takes away the reasoning of, "I shouldn't do something because its wrong", to, "I shouldn't do this because I don't want to go to hell." Its nothing more than the boogeyman for adults, and once you are able to see the roots of why something is there you begin to identify that it's not a real threat after all. Plus, think of all the people who claim Christianity yet do these things anyway, people who lie, cheat, steal, murder, rape, beat, say the Christian gods name in vain, all that good stuff. If these so called rules hold true then a significant portion of the world is going to this imaginary place of tourture.

Question though, how would people even be able to know that "hell" exists if they didn't already die? Isn't the entire premise of hell founded upon what happens AFTER death? Unless they somehow came up with ways to resurrect the dead (a topic I'm not even going to touch in its entirety) then no one could no what happens when you die beyond going into the ground. The entire topic of the afterlife involves people choosing to belief what happens when you die. In the end no one has proof of what happens because they have no way of knowing, its just wishful thinking, and there's a difference between wishful thinking and hard reality. Reality is an unbendable thing that exists whether we choose to believe it or not. A madman may choose to believe that jumping off a building with balloons attached to him will let him fly, but at the end of the day we know the reality that he will hurt himself- its independent of mysticism and faith. So unless someone has video evidence or hard scientific evidence to prove the contrary, the entire heaven/hell concept remains something in the realm of wishful thinking and a product of pure myth. Because at the end of the day "the devil" doesn't want you because he doesn't exist.

**SIDENOTE**

Also consider the creation/destruction concept, the belief that to destroy one thing means that you create another. In simple terms you can't have pure creation with no destruction nor pure destruction without creation, one needs the other in order to be valid. For example, lets apply this to a pear. If there is nothing but destruction then already the theory of pure destruction is already invalid because were that the case then we wouldn't be here discussing it and the pear wouldn't be here in the first place. If there is nothing but pure creation then it too is already invalid because pears, like every other living thing requires energy. In this case the tree it grows on requires breaking down salts, minerals, and other simple molecules and the like to survive and make energy. Soil itself is nothing but a mass of dead, dying, and nonliving things.

Applying this to the theological realm, in Christianity the Christian God and devil are seen as noncomplimentary forces that are independent of each other. You can't say that they are a team of sorts, one creates and the other destroys, because they are seen in the Bible as spiritual forms that do not connect or relate to each other in any way beyond the savior, nemesis thought form. Now since both are not tied in any partnership format and represent pure creation and the other pure destruction then both heaven and hell, the Christian God and Devil can't exist in their preset forms and thus cannot logically exist. This already without taking into account the biblical belief that Satan, and death will one day be banished to never exist, which further strengthens the impossibility of pure creation.

Bell Cleansing Meditation

I decided that it would be a good contribution to the Pagan community if I did more than just blog about my experiences, life, and general beliefs on things and actually provided some practices that others can use. Advice is always a good thing, but why don't I mix it up a bit? Anywho, this modified meditation is something that I made up after seeing the need for me to calm down during stressful situations. Handling it in a secular sense is good to, but I found that rooting my need to remain calm and silent would work a lot better were I to root it in religion and faith practices.

To do it, you will only need a quiet place in which to meditate as well as a bell or a singing bowl. As you meditate, grounding and centering yourself first, begin focusing on clearing your mind, letting go of all things that ail a peaceful state. Having the bell or singing bowl near you, everytime you feel your mind hearkening back to a stressful emotion or thought ring the bell/bowl. As it sings its tune, will your spirit to allow the tone to go throught you and cleanse your mind of the stress factor. I normally see it as the sound breathing through me, shaking my problems away and pushing it into the ether. Do this as many times as you need to until you feel at peace and have no need to activate the voice of Air.

The point is to give your mind and thus spirit a moment to gather itself together and not have to be faced with issues. By freeing yourself from it you can make the first step in solving it by being able to gather your mind. Its something that was good for me when i needed a time out after dealing with a person that sought to harass me. After I completed this little exercise I was able to feel a heightened sense of peace and could see the situation in a totally different way. It still bothered me, but the hot fire of my rage was dampened down severely, allowing me to walk away from a situation the could've proved dire for myself and friend.

If for any reason you want to modify it, saying a chant, lighting some candles or involving other practices pleasing to you, do it. The central issue isn't how you do it, but that you're able to gain a greater well-being from letting go of ill thoughts and feelings.

Pagans And The Military

A subject that I usually shudder at since I myself am planning to enlist in the military, I sometimes wonder if it is the right place for me on a religious perspective. There are people on both sides of the field who will say that those of strong religious conviction should either go into the military or should avoid it like the plague. Being that it is about killing people and furthering its respective nation's interest, many see the military as a corrupt snake that will strike whether or not it is provoked. But should I or other Pagans go in considering its spotted history?

Considering that I can only speak for myself in such matters that is what I will do. When it comes to war and fighting the bad guys- something that I see as a subjective title depending on who is doing what- I have no qualms with it. Being that I don't follow the Wiccan Rede of Harm None, I'm not tied on any religious laws from the get go on how to treat the military. The thing that makes me hesitant is that once you enlist you are essentially the property of the government, forced to do as they wish or else. Decide to not fight a war you see as wrong and not only are you kicked out but are stigmatized by the people in some cases. It may not happen all the time, but it happens enough to where one would be justified in being worried. Being that many of us Pagans are about peace and loving their fellow man, armed services seems like the very antithesis of what it means to be Pagan. I can't forget about my brothers and sisters who are not as kumbaiyah as I am, but for those eco-Pagans I know what the deal is.

Everytime this comes up I wonder if I'm doing the right thing by Divinity and the children of their heart by doing bullet diplomacy. Sometimes war is the only option and in those cases I advocate fighting until all the stars die. In others where the line between good guy and bad guy are a lot more blurred? That's when things start getting shady... What if I fight for my country and end up being the bad guy? What if by my enlistment I open myself to being ordered to violate another country's rights? End up doing things that will haunt me for the rest of my life? I may be going into the technological field but that job field won't safeguard my ass if everything hits the floor and we start getting desperate for soldiers. Even sadder is that I have to think about situations like this, which hurt my already distrustful view of the armed forces. Were it not for the choices I made in early life I highly doubt I'd be going into the military. In my opinion you lose your sense of self, which is the point of basic training mind you, but just that it becomes a hive mentality instead of everyone being able to think for themselves. Instead you have someone else who thinks for you, makes all the decisions of who to kill without giving much feedback on who they really are as a people.

Mind you that in the cloud of war things like that become unimportant, but it highlights the issue of being desensitized to your fellow man, being more willing to kill than handle things by other means. Were I not I'm the situation I put myself in and were I giving advice to a fellow Pagan considering the military I would leave it up to them but have my personal opinion to be no, don't join. It's not all bad and it is definately an honorable path to take for those who go in for the right reasons. Its just that the setbacks military life can have on you on an emotional, psychological, and personality basis is so costly that even for religious reasons I would advocate for other routes to be taken. Even with myself I understand that there are some things the military has that I can't get anywhere else in the same intensity. The thought of soldier life is attractive to me in its own way, so I would have to adjust my reasoning as sort if a weary love relationship. I know exactly what I'm getting myself into, but feel as though I'm strong enough to combat the costs within reason. Religiously its not the best choice mind you, but something I'm willing to take part of for the right reasons.

Pagan In The Workplace

Its amazing to me that I'm finally able to call myself an employed Pagan, able to finally document my experiences in the workplace. Though nothing really shocking has happened to me, I'm happy none the less. I do however find it a bit odd being the ONLY Pagan in my entire workplace, it isn't something that I came in not knowing, afterall there primarily Christians or Muslims where I live. Not that its bad, just that I feel the usual loneliness that comes with being in a small faith where practitioners are few and far between physically speaking. Beyond that comes the usual weariness when you have people able to proudly wear their crosses, hijabs and turbans, yet you feel nervous or even scared to walk in the building wearing your pentagram. It sucks but comes with the territory, there are those who will proudly wear it without fear but I am sadly not one of those brave hearts. Lets be honest, if I were to do that I could very well be opening myself up for harassment and the normal rough and tumble bs from outsiders. Even if I didn't have to deal with that there would be the questions of why I believe what I believe, why did I leave Christianity in favor of the pagan banner, you know, the usual. Telling the reason why I left would just have them bring out the knives since my issues with Christianity would likely rouse the anger within them. Its different when I'm at school (when I went to school) where I didn't have a care in the world since I didn't give a care what others thought or said. Now I have to be careful since now we're talking about money and my livelihood, not like my mother will ever give me cash to go pick up some candles for this year's Yule or anything not Christian.

In addition, I don't want to have the horror story I had in high-school with administrators actively harassing me with little end until I left. I could easily just leave for another job, but Why kick the hornet's nest when you can safely walk past it? On occasion I have considered of walking in there donning the Seal when I didn't have work to just express my pride, but let's be real, that's kicking the nest. Perhaps that doesn't make me a good Pagan, but sometimes you have to know when to act and when to stay silence. There's a fine line between being brave and bold and being a complete idiot, for me, walking in my Christian stronghold of a workplace would create more of a headache than I want, which is why I don't even wear my crystals when I'm there.

If you think about it one could consider Muslims and how they wear the hijab post 9/11, they know the issues they would face yet they do it anyway knowing the risks. Perhaps by bending to the ignorant forces around me I'm showing cowardice to my faith and in turn disrespecting Divinity in spirit. It's an issue I've struggled with for years so please don't mind the babbling, its just that it makes me nervous thinking of this. Consider if the hive got pissed, since I work in retail and just so happen to have anger issues I'm already having issues. But no, let me tell you how bad it is for me on a pride basis. I'm a five year highly prideful Pagan that has to work in a 'Christian' stronghold in the retail industry who happens to distrust Christianity (because of my plethora of bad experiences) and happens to have anger issues--oh frigging joy, lol. With my share of bad experiences I have no issue invalidating any militant Christians I happen to find along the way, but doing that would mean putting my job at risk because of the ignorant piece a pies that shop where I work. And since the customer is always right [wrong] I must endure hiding in the shadows for now..

To compensate that obvious fact I've taken into consideration just having a small pentagram charm to wear on my person. The point of faith is not to show it to the world but to be one with it and at peace, so that is something I'm certainly going to try. To have the Seal (I'll explain why I capitalize it in a later post) on me so I can touch it, feel it and be at peace when in contact with it. I'm currently trying to merge my spiritual self with my everyday self so it could be a great second step (the first being me wearing my pentagram in public when not at work). Being that I love wearing jewelry such as necklaces I'll probably wear it as a simple bracelet to attatch to my belt loop and touch when I need a reminder of my blessings from the Divine. It'll help, and I already have in mind what to order so that I can do it safely and without issue.

If I'm somehow found out, which isn't hard so long as someone decides to research the days that I take off work, I won't fret, not as if I'm blasting my faith to the world (Actually I am since I do have this faith blog of mine, lol). Whatever happens happens, I'll just keep my head up, keep my faith, and walk proudly on my Pagan path.

Pagan Fundamentalism

Its only a matter of time before people of the faith begin to divide themselves further than they already have in the past generations. One thing that always struck a chord with me pertains to the rise of fundamentalism seen in every faith; those who wish to go back to the roots of their faith and in some ways resist the modern perception and teachings of it. All in all it can be good, but as we see on a weekly basis on the news, it can lead to destructive change that can seriously slander a faith [Afghanistan War]. So as it concerns Paganism, could this change to ecological conservatism be a good or bad thing?

**Note: I realize that not all of Pagan teaching deals with the environment, its simply that specific aspect of covering now.**

Think about if there were people protesting the construction of Wal*Mart, or pressuring local officials to slow down the development of condominiums in a neighborhood, all in the name of the environment. I would personally applaud such things being that I grew up in a state known more for its rural pleasantries opposed to bustling city buzz. Shooting off from development and expanding into everyday life, imagine where there was a large religious movement within industrial nation concerning global warming, use of animals in pharmaceuticals, etc? In my mind it would be an oh so grand occurance, but should this happen? Lets not forget the fact that many of our nature based beliefs steer away from economic development. Use of oil and gas (global warming), further building of industry and modern housing complexes (deforestation), ""modern"" (heavy quotes intentional) farming (water, soil, food pollution-pesticide use-) In many ways we are quite decentralists and would be the bane of those who promote current economic trends and ventures.

This isn't even bad because as far as I can tell its something that allows for a conversation on the very fabric of what our economy is based upon and asks that it be more health-concious. The way many of our nations do business is killing everyone on this little marble and we're only provided one planet that we can't even care for. We as a faith may care for it, but I feel that many of us, including me, do so little to protect it that its essentially a slap in the face of nature. I understand that they're many things holding us back and that none of us eco-Pagans don't want to harm the planet as we do now, but something has got to give. The sentiment is nice and much appreciated by the Mother but we should back it up with action. I don't mean that we become militant but that we realize the roots of the faith we have and do something. This hails back to Pagan fundamentalism because I feel as if many of us who are in large part young folks with little money to speak of are primarily talk with little action. If it comes to posting about saving the environment on Facebook, Twitter, YouTube or Instagram we're all for it, but when the calling comes I feel that many of us grow silent for our own reasons.

They're plenty of us who are under the radar for example and have little if any hopes of fully showing who we are faith wise, some live under the threat of homelessness if they were revealed or being ostracized by their family. I understand this, but for those who don't live under this sword the reasons for inaction become inexcusable and contrary to their faith. Anyone can call hypocrite on me saying how I'm doing nothing, but I have plans of getting into government to change things myself with the help of the people. The reasons for it are religious and secular and quite time consuming, but I have a video here that explains my plans for changing the way we do things as a nation. Right now I believe we are modern eco-Pagans, off shoots that are just as valid as those who are more outspoken and committed in their faith but without the aspect that allows us to be more heard from an ecological and economical standpoint. I admit I could always be wrong, but for now that is my thought.

Our way of thinking in the political/religious realm could change our respective countries for the better if we were to rise up and start fighting tlfor the change that we want to see in the world. It could also be tragic if it is taken too far and could hinder millions and slander our name if not used with a heaping helping of balance and knowledge to keep is in check. Us being children of the technological age restricts and helps us in many ways if we would just stand up and fight and not lie down. It takes a hint of militarism, but not the violent kind we see some dedicants practicing, but a peaceful one that shines a mirror in the face of those who would debate otherwise. I believe that the best way for us to get on the pedestal is to be peaceful protestors and not the zealots we see everyday by circus news stations that promote faux news.

Acting soon, swiftly, and with plenty of sense could win us and the Mother and Father plenty if we just rake the helm before us and start marching in the name of the Divine.

Radical Pagans?

Every religion has its fundamental fanatics that want to revert back to the core tenets of their faith, stripping away the mainstream face they put on to gain acceptance by society. I often wonder about the radical Pagans who are around us and when they will have a large enough following to gain traction. Think about it, you have those who rail against abortion, those who rail against contraceptives, and people who detest those who happen to be Muslim (or any faith not of theirs for that matter). How long until we see those who advocate for having a zero emission, zero pollution footprint? Pagans who denounce those who live the modern urban lifestyle with buses and trains?

Is it something I expect to see anytime near soon? No, but think about these radical nature conservationists that want us to all be vegan, not ride a single gasoline running engine or people who would kill a logger if they ever saw one. Its not that farfetched in my opinion, just a coming eventuality that we moderates will have to deal with sooner or later. The elements are there, it just hasn't hardened into a brute force yet…yet.

So beyond organizations such as PETA, ALF (animal liberation front), or even radical feminists (which have nothing to do with radical ecological groups, but are a present force within some Pagan circles), what should be done to ensure the pagan name isn't dirtied even further? In my opinion, nothing can be done, to me every faith has its lows and highs, at first -in some cases- starting to be very peaceful and loving and then a sect rises to destabilize what they may see as a corrupt way of doing things. Whether it be the religion the radicals want to change or a more upfront militant approach to soceity in general there's little we can do to stop it. I feel that one way is by living as good examples of what it means to be Pagan. Letting us and others around us live in a way where we aren't trying to force our beliefs down others' throats but trying to be more understanding to 'outsiders'. To want ecological change but do it in a way that considers human wants and needs, it can't be one sided.

By doing that as well as show others how peaceful we are in both a general and secular sense will people grow fond of us and know the true face of Paganism. Once the radicals make their destined debut then people who know us will know that they're their own group, separated from the heart of Paganism in a general sense.